Born to be the Savior of Humanity

 My Jesus, my Jesus

Love surrounds your heart

Joy of joy is yours

Being truthful in love and hope

Oh Jesus, my Jesus

You came for all men

Let all rejoice in you and your Holy Name

The name of the most high God

Born among men 

To save them from their sins

Oh King of the Universe

Oh King of Humanity

Oh Joy of our Hearts and minds

Born to be a helper of men

Born to be our Savior

Amen

         

A Prayer for COVID-19 Vaccine

Dear Jesus:

Please help us to get a safe and effective vaccine soon

Please watch over those who are sick

Please help my family and friends not to get sick

Help all the testing of this vaccine go smoothly

Please help everyone to have the kindness
and consideration to wear a mask

Please help our leaders ask the right questions
of the doctors to aid in their understanding
of how to treat the disease

Please help our leaders to trust
the epidemiologists' answers

I put everything related to the coronavirus in your hands

Amen

Consecration of the Hearts of Men

Let men turn to the truth 

Of the most holy gospel of our Lord Jesus

I ask for the consecration of the hearts of all men 

To our beloved savior along with his holy mother Mary

I ask for the most wonderful virtues of Jesus and Mary 

That they may be placed in the hearts of mankind

That we shall live by Christian principles 

All the days of our lives

Amen

The Purpose and the Power of a Christian Shrine

 If we have a Christian shrine in our home,

Our home becomes a center of worship,

Where Christ is honored and

Christian values are set forth and

Established in our hearts and minds.

If Christian values are practiced,

We will become better people.

My Mind, My Life, and My Future

My mind is often running

With horses that are countless.

Each horse is a thought,

Some about the past, 

Some about the present, and

Some about the future.

Thoughts like, what would it be like

If I hadn't hurt people,

Because I didn't have autism, ADHD, or Biopolar.

Thoughts like 

Would it have been easier 

For me to be sick in another way?

Would it be easier for me not to do the things I did? 

Of course, but I can't change the past.

I can only change the future.

My thoughts go crazy. 

It is like my mind is falling apart.

As my mind falls apart how can I reflect, 

But I want to reflect to try and have a better future.

I think about things I did well 

And things I did poorly.

I like to write them down, 

Cut them up, and 

Burn them.

By burning them, 

I hope to get rid of them.

Sometimes this works.

But sometimes it seems like a waste of paper.

Sometimes my mind feels on fire.

It is so cluttered with junk 

That I watch on Youtube

Or think, or read,

That I go crazy.

Sometimes, I think 

I should stop reading 

Or watching youtube 

Or stop writing poems and 

delete them permanently.

But that doesn't seem helpful.

God willing, tomorrow will be a better day.

Healing My Anger at God

Dear God,

I see the world 

The way other Christians can't.

I often take things too literally

Sometimes my illnesses make me so mad

That I snap out violently

On people who are created in His image

And I know violence is not the answer

I know you gave me:

Bipolar, Autism, and ADHD

So I could make beautiful paintings,

Clean the church

Write good poems

And make great works of art

Help me not to hurt others

And do what is right

I forgive you, God, for my sicknesses:

Bipolar, Autism, and ADHD

                               

Isaiah 53:4-5

Surely he took up our pain

and bore our suffering,

yet we considered him punished by God,

stricken by him, and afflicted.

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But he was pierced for our transgressions,

he was crushed for our iniquities;

the punishment that brought us peace was on him,

and by his wounds, we are healed.

The Inward Journey

When you begin the inner journey into your mind

You must clean out all bad thoughts and emotions

For bad thoughts and emotions 

Harm your body, mind, and spirit

If all our emotions are bad

Then we will do bad things

If we are left with only good emotions

They will shape us into a better person

If we are better people, 

Our minds will shine brighter

And our love for truth will disperse 

All the good we can do

And our love for others

Amen