Healing My Anger at God

Dear God,

I see the world 

The way other Christians can't.

I often take things too literally

Sometimes my illnesses make me so mad

That I snap out violently

On people who are created in His image

And I know violence is not the answer

I know you gave me:

Bipolar, Autism, and ADHD

So I could make beautiful paintings,

Clean the church

Write good poems

And make great works of art

Help me not to hurt others

And do what is right

I forgive you, God, for my sicknesses:

Bipolar, Autism, and ADHD

                               

Isaiah 53:4-5

Surely he took up our pain

and bore our suffering,

yet we considered him punished by God,

stricken by him, and afflicted.

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But he was pierced for our transgressions,

he was crushed for our iniquities;

the punishment that brought us peace was on him,

and by his wounds, we are healed.

The Inward Journey

When you begin the inner journey into your mind

You must clean out all bad thoughts and emotions

For bad thoughts and emotions 

Harm your body, mind, and spirit

If all our emotions are bad

Then we will do bad things

If we are left with only good emotions

They will shape us into a better person

If we are better people, 

Our minds will shine brighter

And our love for truth will disperse 

All the good we can do

And our love for others

Amen

The Teachings of Jesus are as Precious as Gold

His teachings shine on all men and women

His teachings support us and 

Show us the way of kindness and truth

They show us that the Kingdom of God is within us

That we are to be loving and truthful to each other

And that we can see God's glory

If we practice the teachings of our Savior 

We will be welcomed into His Kingdom

For his glory is as precious as gold and 

It shines over us

Amen